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Wanna steer? Cause I’m out
Digging through my old self
Breathe out the sides of mouth
Chain smoked and ruined rooms
I’m leaving you when I can
Getting the air between the walls we have both been living in
A quick chase in and out of apartments
Blurry nights only photos of stairs
I came barreling out of a side street
Hit a Focus and losing a mirror
I was out when I needed me most
That flame though a zippo closed
Combat in a winter jacket
Cause I know
Here right now
Struggling to find it but I lost it somehow
Been narrow sighted
Both feet finding ground (I know)
Weathering a storm outside isn’t worth it, its gone
Leave it not I’m caught up in crosshairs
Levelling thoughts of myself as negative
Simpler times when we would be driving
Out of the town just to feel the out in the woods
Chin up when I needed it most
Doesn’t just fray at the seams
That’s besides this point of ours
Never needed all the scars
Something just slipped out in between
If I appear right now
Struggling to find it
But I lost it somehow
Been narrow sighted
Both feet finding ground
I know
That wether it was me or not in an upset I’ll be gone
Just needed to know
Like a fist through a wall
That I’m intact
Buried myself in the back
Some days feel worse on the surface
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2. |
Sit Calm - Polarized
04:09
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So just stop,
erasing things
I prefer the former
That old place
But I’ve been up
To my ears in hate
With lonesome better days
Your loose clothes fall away
All things considered
I’m still cold
Huddled a passing winter
Pine trees, light snow
All of this is wild
Cause I don’t know where I stand
The pharmacy in my backpack
Talons against me
Cause I’m gone
And I mean it
Not coming back for you
The worst part is that while I’m leaving
You’re telling me the truth
I’m involved in your life
The upsets and downsides
Calloused, polarized
amend, amend again
You where impatient
Leaving for breakfast
I was a damaged point of view
You where an ending
Lighting an incense
Under the influence of you
I’m lost
I moved around
A greyhound wide awake
power lines like blueprints
Of plans we never made
Shouldn't opened up
Our polish began to fade
Red eyes that never looked in
A tired shell of me
So I’m gone
And I mean it
No calling, you show off
Restless a bottle of aspirin
You close in, a better end
Havoc lined
Counters caked
We okay? are we alright?
the script is that I’m fine
Dipped out any back ally
Withdrawal like a mad man
I’ve been absent
I talk a mile in a minute
So little thought put in what I say
The walls are out and shrinking back in
Buried us both in the snow
Through passing glance I’m questioning this
I guess you’re better off without me
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Fox Lake - Vanity Fair
03:32
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lost in thought while reflecting on
pointless attempts I made
to persuade everyone to see
your harrowing flaws
everyone, but me
certainly I’ll remain to be a reminder
to turn it off
it’s too bad that it broke away
led to my escape
freedom from every move you make
lets break out
break away
crippling pressure
assured decay
remember me
I did my best
commemorating
our torn up past
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Fox Lake - Baseball
05:31
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suddenly “good enough” doesn’t seem so good
i asked for this because I need clarity
you made things very clear to me
I’m practically holding my heart out to you,
but its not practical
and it will never sum up to your claim
so now I’m moving on
unintentionally creating a sense of network with (me)
to fill the voids in your self-regard
and I’ll remain to be
I’m physically committing myself to you,
but your so dam clinical
to me this is more than a distraction
this can’t be an ethical retreat
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